27.05.12/12:47
I literally have no fucking clue what I want or where I’m going anymore. Nothing scares me more than this fact.
I sometimes wish that some extreme event would happen, causing this epiphany that would make me realize where I need to be.
But that hasn’t happened, and I’m lost, and instead I’ve resorted to reading books about drug addicts and murderers to make myself feel better about the lack of promise I see in myself.
Took the words right out of my mind.
